SABOTAGE

I overcame my fear
Put myself out there until I got you
I called you mine, my dear
Provided you with all I had
But was it what you wanted?
No, it wasn't what you wanted.

I overcame my doubts
It took so long but it was worth it
Now I can shout out loud
I'm liable for all my choices
Was it what I wanted?
It's exactly what I wanted

You sabotaged yourself
Always keeping your distance
You hid your words inside a silent place
Repressing all you had to give
But was it what you wanted?
No, it wasn't what you wanted

And then the day came
When you escaped your prison
And realized that you're betraying yourself
So we could never live like this
This is not what we wanted
No, it wasn't what we wanted

Please believe me
I'm not irresponsible
How I wanted to invest in you
All I wanted was
To see you're worth it
All these battles lost
Against your bulletproof

I overcame my fear
Put myself out there until I got you
I called you mine, my dear
Provided you with all I had
But was it what you wanted?

And then the day came
When you escaped your prison
And realized that you're betraying yourself
So we could never live like this
This is not what we wanted

Please believe me
I'm not irresponsible
How I wanted to invest in you
All I wanted was
To see you're worth it
All these battles lost
Against your bulletproof